Инстаграм @broganaisme Brogana Morgan
You shouldn't have died and I want to scream and shout and rip my fucking lungs out because nothing i can do or say will take the pain away. I think back to the day we sat on the sofa and you held my arm and you cried. You cried because you couldn't fathom why your little girl could do that to herself, and you loved me, you said it repeatedly and still, though your heart was breaking you held me as I cried. There isn't anyone to take the pain away, nothing to make my memories real again. I am lost, I am broken, and I can't stand you not being here. You were supposed to be here, I was 19. 19 years is all I had, though it was my entire life it wasn't enough. It hurts, and I miss you, and I can't keep my head above the water anymore. Fuck.