friends are what make life worth it sometimes. maybe the only reason. i don’t really know.
so most of you know i got my tattoo. some will think i’m fucking insane and some will think it’s cool. some will think it is a joke (which it’s not lmfao). to be honest with you, i’ve been struggling. i’m trying to wear a happy mask and even though yesterday was even my fucking birthday, i was still stuggling to be happy. the thing that kept me sane was my wrist saying you know sometimes bad times are just times that are bad. that means there will be good times. there are peaks of good but sometimes there is just backtracking, and that’s okay. i want to base my instagram on more down-to-earth shit. not the stupid fake happy selfies. who cares if i look good? i usually delete them anyways. anyways, sorry i am going to post what i want. just know, it’s okay to struggle. it’s okay to feel this way, it’s okay to be not okay. try not to fake it but if you have to, fake it until you make it.
#mentalhealthawareness ; i’ve been trying for as long as i can remember to be in a positive, good place. i can’t really remember when i was in a truely, good place. this isn’t for attention which most will think it is. i have suffered and so have many of you. living with this truely sucks, and i know. this isn’t something fun. i’ve been trying my best to get better. i’ve had some lows, i’m pretty sure i’ve already hit my all time low. people do stare, i get it. i totally do. i’m trying to get up from my rock bottom to the highest i can be. honestly, i haven’t been myself for quite a while. i need to do what i have to do to be the very best person i can be. i’m not going to go all into my story but please know, even in your roughest moments or not, people are here for you. took me a while and still for the most part, to realize that. again, this isn’t for attention, just mental health awareness is so important to me. have a good day.